Don't know why May be the God was right ???
Yap definately the god was right to create such a very beautiful creation (i.e. Human Beings). In those nice creations one of them is me, Its Aryannn (Umang) a fun loving and good nature person.

Kabhi nahi socha tha ki log kabhi mujhe is tarah se apne jivan ka hissa banayenge, thanx for being with me for a little while...
Jeevan ki suruaat to har aam jindagi ki tarah khub mauj masti aur shararato ke sath hui. Din kaise kat te chale gaye ki pata hi nahi chala. Main apni shararto ke jana jata tha, mujhe aaj bhi yad hi jab maine apni dadi ji ki anguli danto se kat de the, Class Teacher ko kai bar pagal banaya tha, Sister se ladai hone par uske hath me kainchi (Scissor) mar de the etc...

Padhai me tej to tha hi, lekin jab bhi padhai ka over load ho jata tha to kisi na kisi bahane jaan bachakar bhagta tha, aur maje ki bat to ye hi ki in sab kamo ko karne me friends aur siblings sabhi naye naye ideas dete the.
Lekin ye sab jyada dino tak kaha chalne wala tha, shayad kisi ko intazar tha us ghadi ka jo in hansi ke palo ko mujhse kafi dur, 1 nayi aur little bit careless jindagi me le jane wali the.
Shayad bhagwan ne wo bachpan ke mauj masti wale din meri jindagi ki kitab me kuch hi din ke liye likhe the. Jindagi ke wo haseen lamhe jo har koi hamesha apni yadon me samet kar rakhna chahta hi, unki wo yadein is tarah fiki pad jayengi, aisa kabhi nahi socha tha.

Mera is tarah dur chale jana ghar par shayad kisi ko bhi manjoor nahi tha, lekin waqt ka to yahi faishla tha. Aur jaisa ki ham aache tarah jante hain -  Is waqt ke aage to kisi ki bhi nahi chalti.
Aacha aap hi sochiye ki 13 saal ki umra me koi beta apni maa se alag hokar kahi dur ek tanha jindagi gujare to dono par kaise gujarti  hai. Us umra me jab ham apne parents ki guideline me chalne chahiye us umra me to ham kahi dur apne liye nayi rahey khoj rahe the...

Surya Foundation nam ka ek social institute tha, yaha par padhai k sath sath kai tarah ki aachi gatividhiya hamesha chalti rehti hain jaise ki - Fauji Traning, Marshal Art (Karate), Sports traning, Cultural Training & Personality Development etcetera etcetera...

Yaha selection hone ke bad kafi dino tak ghar ki yad aane ke karan main kitni bar roya iski ginti to mujhe nahi hai aur jyada gam bhi nahi, lekin meri duri se mere ghar walo ka gam wo mujhe dard deta hai. Aur ye sab kewal ek hi sentence ke sahare sehan bhi kar liya jata hi ki - "Kuch pane k liye kuch na kuch jarur khona padta hai".
Mere dost hamesha kehte the ki ham wo jindagi to nahi jee sake jo har bacche ko kuch nirdharit umra tak jini chaiye lekin hamare jaise jindagi bhi har koi nahi jee sakta is bat ka mujhe garv bhi hai.

Bachpan me kai trah k sapne dekhe the, aaj unhe sach karne ki kosis me laga hu. Hamesha man me ek hi sawal rehta hi ki aakhir kuch to naya karu, Kis tarah se desh ke unnati me sehyog du? Aur dhire dhire manjil ki aur kadam badha raha hu. Lekin sahi marg nirdeshan ki hamesha hi jarurat rahi hai, isiliye kai bar haar ka samna bhi karna pada.
Kadam kadam par Jindgi ne bhi apne anek roop dikaye kabhi apno se dur ek tanha jindgai, kabhi dosto se kisi bat ko lekar ruthna ya unhe manana, Kabhi khusi ke sagar me dub jana aur kabhi aansuo ki jheel me gum ho janaaa. Aur aakhir isi ka nam to jindgi hai........

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"Innocent"

Dear you know where I lie
Gently I go into that cold night
All my life get complicated
Search for pleasures overrated
Never armed my souls
What the future would hold
When I was innocent

Angels, lend me your might
Forfeit all my life to get just one right
All those colors long since faded
All my smiles are confiscated
Never were I told
What the future would hold
When I was innocent

And while confessions not yet stated
My next sin is contemplated
Never did I know
Never were I told
What the future would hold
When I was innocent …..
When Aryannn was innocent…..